*LASTholiDAY*

juz a glance i've used up my holidays!!
ended it with an exhausted working day!!
i've earned over 800bucks but i spent 600bucks within 3hrs!!!!
danieltan u better keep ur words!!!!
i cant let it turn to b my crazy action & spent my $$ for nth!!
gonna plan for year end trip....
trip with u?wow it sounds crazy to me!
and bring me a lot of imaginary....
wat would it b??
lots of wonder>.<



aha i got my result!!
not bad!!
daddy maybe i should claim my rewards frm u?=p
im thinkin of my very first branded bag~
lolxD make it happen!!
ermmm but im worried about my dear v......
sth bad happened to her....
n i think sth is wrong for sure!!!
it shouldnt happen tat way!!!
dunno how should i do wat help can i offer atm...
kate, jolyn, shan, linz and genie...dunno how u guys doing
result ok??hopefully ya!!=)
gonna see u all soon in college!


come to college...
im wonder how ppl will think about my future study life
dun worry guys
i will b fine
thks for caring
if u do
=)



didnt contact jiahui dear yet
im so tired
havin less time with her and daph
will they get mad with me?
may and may not
im really selfish
owez require them to understand me
but doing nth to prolong our frenship
nah....frens need no explanation
i hope u guys can feel my love
i hope so..



keong made a wrong step in his life
i can understood y
for fren
haix he's really my bro
repeating my doing
will try my best to bring him back to d rite track!
i swear!
god pls grant me d chance, pls.
gain bigger feeling of responsibitlity towards my family


nah.....im kinda tired........
gimme a break......................................
haix...



buck up!!
for family tan
for everyone!!!!







ps: i wanna catch up with cheryl, venus, wanna read kate, lyn, linz, mischa, venus, keikei....all their blogss, wanna arrange time for my missed out frens..wanna settled all messy stuffs!!wanna start my next big plan!!!!!!!!!move it move it~~~

i know i dun worth it, dont i?

all of u hav a crash on me????????
is it true??????
can hardly believe it.....................................
alrite wat should i do den?????
simply cant tell how much u guys are really serious about me
and why?????
why me????
like me in wat way???
i didnt treat u guys good at all
especially when compare to him
so if he not tat much into me, y u all????????????
i really cant figure it out.....................


u all are like
wanna make promises to me
while he treat promises like, poison stuffs?
well
only cheats will break d promise
i dun wan to treat any of u as cheat
so i dun wan promises
no thks.


and hey
if u guys really means it
i can only say
i appreciate it pretty much!!
but i for sure cant convince myself to take it serious
take a closer look on me
im definitely not as good as u think of
guys
retreat d feeling
better do so



love or adore or cares
im not up to fit it yet
leave it undone

in the edge of sides..which to stick to?

***
when come to love, what's count?
*

i juz realised tat....im so far behind...........................
while doing d listing and comparing


whenever im tryna txt u or po sth in fb
will juz stuck at d next moment
sth pull me back
should i?y should i?
does it mean anything?
will i get any positive response
or cant even think of any response will get in return
man..i shouldnt carry any expectation
i knew it



well, ur case is juz different
and i supposed to giv u time
to sort things out
so im waitin rite here
loitering around with my own guessing and
promises to myself
yea promises i made
since i think im really tat into u
and im still d side to give
same as before
but im pretty clear tat
tis is not wat im heading for
even im willing to continue so
doing against my will
how long going to b?
wat will d investment turn into?
again wat can i do more besides observing?
i wonder
but since im deep in der
no way for turning back


and maybe
im in fact figuring
maybe wat v did b4 is juz out of curiosity
curious about d possibility to win over
if v view it as a game
and if i guess it rite
i'll take on d challenge
u bet me!



argghh....so conflict!!
alrite im gonna stop it
just not today

*
but wat exactly to bother me so???
making me as such a failure in keeping my words
is due to my confusing personalities?
or is it really tat hard to control?
when come to love....
yea when come to love
everything can happen and
nothing counts
***




***
venus dear is no longer around
b by myside
i dunno whether i've accepted d fact yet
just find myself stuffed with lotss of gathering and activities
just so i wont hav time to think of
i tot i wont cry
tat easy......like wat im doing rite now
how will i.............juz cry whenever telling myself tat
venus is so far apart from me
i turn and checked whether d door is locked
no gonna let anyone seeing me crying
and
wipe away d tearsdrop
bounce back bounce back!!!
chris u r tough!
as everyone else see u as
yea true
i should b someone who is damn ok
no matter wat situation im in
regardless wat issues im facing
study love frenship money watever it is
i'll juz hav my way to deal with it
no sadness
somemore can move on d life as normal
and focus on d next target
everyone think so
so do i
and hence i need to bounce back in seconds
need no console, no caring, no worries
yeah...no worries about me in anyway
like wat i've been treated owez

i can b my own
no one has doubt on it
as it seems like simply tat way to b
so i tell myself
i can b my own


***
well im done with my bullshittin craps
watever
who cares

d life still goes on
i'll keep all these rubbish deep in somewer
and carry out my days by achieving
everything will be sort out sooner or later
juz time matter
i start to believe in
timing
***


rite now
der is someone doing some declare to me
well
i really hate how smart i m
smart enough to know everything
but not wise to aware of my influences to others
sorry my dearsss
i dunno im actually able to influence u guys
in such deep way
even affecting u all daily lifes
dammit i dun realise it
and too bad i cant do anything but just leave it der
it's not worth it
coz i cant afford to love
.........
so called 'hurt'?


to love or be loved, y m i suffer in both?????
educate me, pls?




***
some other thoughts:
*love is sharing, im waitin u to share
*take things easy, im trying too
*back up my good sides pls, otherwise i might collapse to d dark
*m i dare to?well, try me
***

my babes~

wow im so excited and happy！！！！
play morphing kids~
they are my boy&gals~
lol mummy loves u~~~
hugss~

how much do v look alike?=)
and i think they look like me more~=p

不止对你

我喜欢你
可是不喜欢喜欢你的自己
我不想背负喜欢你的负担
更不想连累你


如果哪一天
肯定了我们没有结局
你会不会舍不得



到底适不适合
我想我们都还有得选择




此刻
我相信我的眼睛
也相信我的努力
不去猜测到底算不算拥有
可以的话
珍惜当下





坚持
才是终点

do u know

here m i
feel nice to crap on watever on my mind here
no need to think too much about who will know or comment.....so far tho

v just had another meaningful conversation
u really teach me a lot
somehow i will think
wat can i give u in return?
wat u want from me exactly?
i feel im like nobody infront u
so naive somemore
im lack of confident of myself
if v end up just remain frens
will be not bad i think
at least i need no to worry or guessing
as tat much as wat im doing now
frenship may be d best relationship
as it give us space to breath
and not be tied up of burden of love
even i like u tho
>.<''

mm
recently i did hang out vf jieyow as well
he really a nice person
i wonder how true is his word
but it doesnt matter as i didnt take them in mind
his goodness is appreciated but i
can only say thank
but i like d way i talk to him
just like i talk with other guys as fren or bro
naturally and straightforward
not like vf u
like just tat afraid of saying sth silly or unsuitable
bcoz i had a crush on u
tat's y everything goes around u
and im becoming more and more not like me
which i feel wat i do is
kinda lame




arghhhh.....
tell me how to do
no
i should have just do nth
tat's d way

someONEsomeISSUE

hey morning~
im glad to receive ur msg but well
not really happy with d content...
H1N1?maybe?
no i dun wan it to happen!!
D pig pls make it SIMPLY a joke
or else i will worry.......
as i already worryING..
talk to my cross request to god
u'll b JUST fine
ur bright future is still waiting for ur return~
hugs~

at d same time received terry's msg
ohh terry is sick
in hospital somemore
reply him several msg and hope tat he really get wat i mean
take care of urself
i dun like u treat illness as fun
saying wat u used to it d....
im done with u if u continue like tis
DUN make people worry pls?
if u keep on fell sick will make me feel like
u do it purposely
hopefully im just thinking too much k?
take care and get well soon
dun wasting life..

eccles text me as well
he said tat he feel silly too by telling me he miss me
oh dear u know im not refering to any..
just simply dunno wat to reply when u tell me so
i miss u too but tat's restrained within friendship alre
i hope v will stay frens forever
no matter wat
im truly appreciated how u treat me owez
u r d best ever guy
deserved better!
dun wish to make any further explanation
hope u understand

peishi dear is on her way back
i wonder how long will she stay
but can b sure tat v will not meet
i dun think she will stay until i had my finals over
but if she do so i'll spend my day&night with her
definitely!
my gal b strong.....
her departure is to start a new life in heaven
with angels and happiness
so cry out as loud as you wish
and get over it
continue ur beautiful life with her blessing on u
she'll owez in our mind
luvs**

venus dear havent know about my new blog here wer
plan to tell her only after exam gua
try not to disturb
dear add oil~~
all d best for exam
hopes u pass every subject with flying coloursss~~

god..
bless my beloved ones
im willing to give up my luck to them
or wat u want?
tell me
=)
erm but can i keep it for my exam first?
thks thks!!XD
guys....hugs!




ps:der is only one issue to me now, focus on exam and miss him a bit~xp

knock knock, god in d house?

oh mummy u r somebody~
gained 3kg within 2days~
only u can make me achieve that!!
oh christan u r 'amazing' as well
eat and sleep nonstop
how u do tat???
lol
well im willing to share and guide if u r interested haha

tis sem really hard on me....
lack of confident on ANY subjects
i cant afford failure (touchwood infinitely>.<)
it will take away my scholarship
and i can never disappointed daddy mummy with my studies
as it is d only thing that they proud of me
where they never ever need to worry about
and also i needa set example for my 2 naughty bros
hence
focus please!!
make good use of ur left time
let's pray tat d luck is still with me
hopefully....
god
bless me

antz....keikei.......
my lucky babes~~

it's show time!

i need reason why.

reluctant to continue study tat's y im here
feeling bit moody tat's y im here
thinkin of *** tat's y im here
would like to survive from love
tat's y im here

yea...
i will prohibit myself from further letting go of my feeling
it has been too wilful
cant b control somemore
so please
behave well
gonna sit for exam in real soon
havent prepare much for any paper tho
im happy as after final will b my world!!
wowow~
excited like hell!!!
keep it on keep it on~
study only wat
not big deal!>.<''


ohmy
it havent been 24 hrs since mummy's back
i've alre taken like 6meals?
she is REALLY good at producing delicious food
which all are my FAV!!
so can explain why i forget about fattening
watever~
and mummy so cute
sharing vf me of her 'new discovery' at jb
vnie v hav lite problem soon!lolx
alrite mummy u hav my support for it
i know u mean good to the family~
too bad im short of cash
somemore it is toooooo huge for the amount
v need negotiation haha
so far offer u my vital support~~
cute mummy busy like a bee~
thks for everything
u know i love you >.<''

lite bro u naughty har~
turned into lite demon once gogo come
to think u had d gut to reject me!!
hehe but today u r normal again
and im queen again~
alrite forgive u den!

ann bro sorry tat i broke my promise to u
will bring u for facial once i back jb
is it alrite?
giv me a smile man~^^

jiahui dear said she dreamt of me last night
v quarrel
haha so funny i wonder when v will hav real fighting in life
cant imagine leh u know i sayang u one
=)

peishi dear b strong and b strong
life is tough
hugsssss
pls let me know if i can do more for you

there are so much more to tell..
but i just speechless...
wat's der to explain
if u dun bother to know at all
just giv me one reason
i needa decide
in or out

100% of sharing**

HUNDRED PERCENT

A boy and a girl were playing together. The boy had a collection of marbles. The girl had some sweets with her. The boy told the girl that he will give her all his marbles in exchange for her sweets. The girl agreed. The boy kept the biggest and the most beautiful marble aside and gave the rest to the girl. The girl gave him all her sweets as she had promised.

That night, the girl slept peacefully. But the boy couldn't sleep as he kept wondering if the girl had hidden some sweets from him the way he had hidden his best marble.

Moral of the story:

If you don't give your hundred percent in a relationship,

you'll always keep doubting

if the other person

has given his/her hundred percent

This is applicable for any relationship

like love, friendship, employer-employee relationship etc.,

Give your hundred percent to everything you do and sleep peacefully

"It's nice to be an important person, but it's more important to be a nice person

it's a love story & i like it ! =)

Taylor Swift - Love Story


We were both young when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts:
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air.

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd
and say hello;

Little did I know
That you were Romeo; you were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
And I was crying on the staircase,
begging you, 'Please, don't go.'

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.
So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while.

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet,"
But you were everything to me; I was begging you, 'Please, don't go,'

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Romeo save me; they're tryin' to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town.

And I said,
"Romeo save me - I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think-"
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,
"Marry me, Juliet. you'll never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress;
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Oh, oh.

We were both young when I first saw you...




still rmb how sweet is d love story of datin and dato~
how they met they date and declare~
how they went through until now still remain as sweet as before~
how dato gain his success in career and reputation and at d same time, dote his wife so so much~
datin i miss ur smile~u smile extremely happily especially when v talk bout dato~
thks for ur romance sharing which show me tat true love do exist!
and tis telling me tat i need no to b Juliet.
anyway, it's a love story.










btw, daddy i luv u!
u r d ONLY man who will ALWAYS stand for me!