i need reason why.

reluctant to continue study tat's y im here
feeling bit moody tat's y im here
thinkin of *** tat's y im here
would like to survive from love
tat's y im here

yea...
i will prohibit myself from further letting go of my feeling
it has been too wilful
cant b control somemore
so please
behave well
gonna sit for exam in real soon
havent prepare much for any paper tho
im happy as after final will b my world!!
wowow~
excited like hell!!!
keep it on keep it on~
study only wat
not big deal!>.<''


ohmy
it havent been 24 hrs since mummy's back
i've alre taken like 6meals?
she is REALLY good at producing delicious food
which all are my FAV!!
so can explain why i forget about fattening
watever~
and mummy so cute
sharing vf me of her 'new discovery' at jb
vnie v hav lite problem soon!lolx
alrite mummy u hav my support for it
i know u mean good to the family~
too bad im short of cash
somemore it is toooooo huge for the amount
v need negotiation haha
so far offer u my vital support~~
cute mummy busy like a bee~
thks for everything
u know i love you >.<''

lite bro u naughty har~
turned into lite demon once gogo come
to think u had d gut to reject me!!
hehe but today u r normal again
and im queen again~
alrite forgive u den!

ann bro sorry tat i broke my promise to u
will bring u for facial once i back jb
is it alrite?
giv me a smile man~^^

jiahui dear said she dreamt of me last night
v quarrel
haha so funny i wonder when v will hav real fighting in life
cant imagine leh u know i sayang u one
=)

peishi dear b strong and b strong
life is tough
hugsssss
pls let me know if i can do more for you

there are so much more to tell..
but i just speechless...
wat's der to explain
if u dun bother to know at all
just giv me one reason
i needa decide
in or out