juz a glance i've used up my holidays!!
ended it with an exhausted working day!!
i've earned over 800bucks but i spent 600bucks within 3hrs!!!!
danieltan u better keep ur words!!!!
i cant let it turn to b my crazy action & spent my $$ for nth!!
gonna plan for year end trip....
trip with u?wow it sounds crazy to me!
and bring me a lot of imaginary....
wat would it b??
lots of wonder>.<
aha i got my result!!
not bad!!
daddy maybe i should claim my rewards frm u?=p
im thinkin of my very first branded bag~
lolxD make it happen!!
ermmm but im worried about my dear v......
sth bad happened to her....
n i think sth is wrong for sure!!!
it shouldnt happen tat way!!!
dunno how should i do wat help can i offer atm...
kate, jolyn, shan, linz and genie...dunno how u guys doing
result ok??hopefully ya!!=)
gonna see u all soon in college!
come to college...
im wonder how ppl will think about my future study life
dun worry guys
i will b fine
thks for caring
if u do
=)
didnt contact jiahui dear yet
im so tired
havin less time with her and daph
will they get mad with me?
may and may not
im really selfish
owez require them to understand me
but doing nth to prolong our frenship
nah....frens need no explanation
i hope u guys can feel my love
i hope so..
keong made a wrong step in his life
i can understood y
for fren
haix he's really my bro
repeating my doing
will try my best to bring him back to d rite track!
i swear!
god pls grant me d chance, pls.
gain bigger feeling of responsibitlity towards my family
nah.....im kinda tired........
gimme a break......................................
haix...
buck up!!
for family tan
for everyone!!!!
ps: i wanna catch up with cheryl, venus, wanna read kate, lyn, linz, mischa, venus, keikei....all their blogss, wanna arrange time for my missed out frens..wanna settled all messy stuffs!!wanna start my next big plan!!!!!!!!!move it move it~~~
Monday, July 27, 2009
Thursday, July 16, 2009
i know i dun worth it, dont i?
all of u hav a crash on me????????
is it true??????
can hardly believe it.....................................
alrite wat should i do den?????
simply cant tell how much u guys are really serious about me
and why?????
why me????
like me in wat way???
i didnt treat u guys good at all
especially when compare to him
so if he not tat much into me, y u all????????????
i really cant figure it out.....................
u all are like
wanna make promises to me
while he treat promises like, poison stuffs?
well
only cheats will break d promise
i dun wan to treat any of u as cheat
so i dun wan promises
no thks.
and hey
if u guys really means it
i can only say
i appreciate it pretty much!!
but i for sure cant convince myself to take it serious
take a closer look on me
im definitely not as good as u think of
guys
retreat d feeling
better do so
love or adore or cares
im not up to fit it yet
leave it undone
is it true??????
can hardly believe it.....................................
alrite wat should i do den?????
simply cant tell how much u guys are really serious about me
and why?????
why me????
like me in wat way???
i didnt treat u guys good at all
especially when compare to him
so if he not tat much into me, y u all????????????
i really cant figure it out.....................
u all are like
wanna make promises to me
while he treat promises like, poison stuffs?
well
only cheats will break d promise
i dun wan to treat any of u as cheat
so i dun wan promises
no thks.
and hey
if u guys really means it
i can only say
i appreciate it pretty much!!
but i for sure cant convince myself to take it serious
take a closer look on me
im definitely not as good as u think of
guys
retreat d feeling
better do so
love or adore or cares
im not up to fit it yet
leave it undone
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
in the edge of sides..which to stick to?
***
when come to love, what's count?
*
i juz realised tat....im so far behind...........................
while doing d listing and comparing
whenever im tryna txt u or po sth in fb
will juz stuck at d next moment
sth pull me back
should i?y should i?
does it mean anything?
will i get any positive response
or cant even think of any response will get in return
man..i shouldnt carry any expectation
i knew it
well, ur case is juz different
and i supposed to giv u time
to sort things out
so im waitin rite here
loitering around with my own guessing and
promises to myself
yea promises i made
since i think im really tat into u
and im still d side to give
same as before
but im pretty clear tat
tis is not wat im heading for
even im willing to continue so
doing against my will
how long going to b?
wat will d investment turn into?
again wat can i do more besides observing?
i wonder
but since im deep in der
no way for turning back
and maybe
im in fact figuring
maybe wat v did b4 is juz out of curiosity
curious about d possibility to win over
if v view it as a game
and if i guess it rite
i'll take on d challenge
u bet me!
argghh....so conflict!!
alrite im gonna stop it
just not today
*
but wat exactly to bother me so???
making me as such a failure in keeping my words
is due to my confusing personalities?
or is it really tat hard to control?
when come to love....
yea when come to love
everything can happen and
nothing counts
***
***
venus dear is no longer around
b by myside
i dunno whether i've accepted d fact yet
just find myself stuffed with lotss of gathering and activities
just so i wont hav time to think of
i tot i wont cry
tat easy......like wat im doing rite now
how will i.............juz cry whenever telling myself tat
venus is so far apart from me
i turn and checked whether d door is locked
no gonna let anyone seeing me crying
and
wipe away d tearsdrop
bounce back bounce back!!!
chris u r tough!
as everyone else see u as
yea true
i should b someone who is damn ok
no matter wat situation im in
regardless wat issues im facing
study love frenship money watever it is
i'll juz hav my way to deal with it
no sadness
somemore can move on d life as normal
and focus on d next target
everyone think so
so do i
and hence i need to bounce back in seconds
need no console, no caring, no worries
yeah...no worries about me in anyway
like wat i've been treated owez
i can b my own
no one has doubt on it
as it seems like simply tat way to b
so i tell myself
i can b my own
***
well im done with my bullshittin craps
watever
who cares
d life still goes on
i'll keep all these rubbish deep in somewer
and carry out my days by achieving
everything will be sort out sooner or later
juz time matter
i start to believe in
timing
***
rite now
der is someone doing some declare to me
well
i really hate how smart i m
smart enough to know everything
but not wise to aware of my influences to others
sorry my dearsss
i dunno im actually able to influence u guys
in such deep way
even affecting u all daily lifes
dammit i dun realise it
and too bad i cant do anything but just leave it der
it's not worth it
coz i cant afford to love
.........
so called 'hurt'?
to love or be loved, y m i suffer in both?????
educate me, pls?
***
some other thoughts:
*love is sharing, im waitin u to share
*take things easy, im trying too
*back up my good sides pls, otherwise i might collapse to d dark
*m i dare to?well, try me
***
when come to love, what's count?
*
i juz realised tat....im so far behind...........................
while doing d listing and comparing
whenever im tryna txt u or po sth in fb
will juz stuck at d next moment
sth pull me back
should i?y should i?
does it mean anything?
will i get any positive response
or cant even think of any response will get in return
man..i shouldnt carry any expectation
i knew it
well, ur case is juz different
and i supposed to giv u time
to sort things out
so im waitin rite here
loitering around with my own guessing and
promises to myself
yea promises i made
since i think im really tat into u
and im still d side to give
same as before
but im pretty clear tat
tis is not wat im heading for
even im willing to continue so
doing against my will
how long going to b?
wat will d investment turn into?
again wat can i do more besides observing?
i wonder
but since im deep in der
no way for turning back
and maybe
im in fact figuring
maybe wat v did b4 is juz out of curiosity
curious about d possibility to win over
if v view it as a game
and if i guess it rite
i'll take on d challenge
u bet me!
argghh....so conflict!!
alrite im gonna stop it
just not today
*
but wat exactly to bother me so???
making me as such a failure in keeping my words
is due to my confusing personalities?
or is it really tat hard to control?
when come to love....
yea when come to love
everything can happen and
nothing counts
***
***
venus dear is no longer around
b by myside
i dunno whether i've accepted d fact yet
just find myself stuffed with lotss of gathering and activities
just so i wont hav time to think of
i tot i wont cry
tat easy......like wat im doing rite now
how will i.............juz cry whenever telling myself tat
venus is so far apart from me
i turn and checked whether d door is locked
no gonna let anyone seeing me crying
and
wipe away d tearsdrop
bounce back bounce back!!!
chris u r tough!
as everyone else see u as
yea true
i should b someone who is damn ok
no matter wat situation im in
regardless wat issues im facing
study love frenship money watever it is
i'll juz hav my way to deal with it
no sadness
somemore can move on d life as normal
and focus on d next target
everyone think so
so do i
and hence i need to bounce back in seconds
need no console, no caring, no worries
yeah...no worries about me in anyway
like wat i've been treated owez
i can b my own
no one has doubt on it
as it seems like simply tat way to b
so i tell myself
i can b my own
***
well im done with my bullshittin craps
watever
who cares
d life still goes on
i'll keep all these rubbish deep in somewer
and carry out my days by achieving
everything will be sort out sooner or later
juz time matter
i start to believe in
timing
***
rite now
der is someone doing some declare to me
well
i really hate how smart i m
smart enough to know everything
but not wise to aware of my influences to others
sorry my dearsss
i dunno im actually able to influence u guys
in such deep way
even affecting u all daily lifes
dammit i dun realise it
and too bad i cant do anything but just leave it der
it's not worth it
coz i cant afford to love
.........
so called 'hurt'?
to love or be loved, y m i suffer in both?????
educate me, pls?
***
some other thoughts:
*love is sharing, im waitin u to share
*take things easy, im trying too
*back up my good sides pls, otherwise i might collapse to d dark
*m i dare to?well, try me
***
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Saturday, June 27, 2009
do u know
here m i
feel nice to crap on watever on my mind here
no need to think too much about who will know or comment.....so far tho
v just had another meaningful conversation
u really teach me a lot
somehow i will think
wat can i give u in return?
wat u want from me exactly?
i feel im like nobody infront u
so naive somemore
im lack of confident of myself
if v end up just remain frens
will be not bad i think
at least i need no to worry or guessing
as tat much as wat im doing now
frenship may be d best relationship
as it give us space to breath
and not be tied up of burden of love
even i like u tho
>.<''
mm
recently i did hang out vf jieyow as well
he really a nice person
i wonder how true is his word
but it doesnt matter as i didnt take them in mind
his goodness is appreciated but i
can only say thank
but i like d way i talk to him
just like i talk with other guys as fren or bro
naturally and straightforward
not like vf u
like just tat afraid of saying sth silly or unsuitable
bcoz i had a crush on u
tat's y everything goes around u
and im becoming more and more not like me
which i feel wat i do is
kinda lame
arghhhh.....
tell me how to do
no
i should have just do nth
tat's d way
feel nice to crap on watever on my mind here
no need to think too much about who will know or comment.....so far tho
v just had another meaningful conversation
u really teach me a lot
somehow i will think
wat can i give u in return?
wat u want from me exactly?
i feel im like nobody infront u
so naive somemore
im lack of confident of myself
if v end up just remain frens
will be not bad i think
at least i need no to worry or guessing
as tat much as wat im doing now
frenship may be d best relationship
as it give us space to breath
and not be tied up of burden of love
even i like u tho
>.<''
mm
recently i did hang out vf jieyow as well
he really a nice person
i wonder how true is his word
but it doesnt matter as i didnt take them in mind
his goodness is appreciated but i
can only say thank
but i like d way i talk to him
just like i talk with other guys as fren or bro
naturally and straightforward
not like vf u
like just tat afraid of saying sth silly or unsuitable
bcoz i had a crush on u
tat's y everything goes around u
and im becoming more and more not like me
which i feel wat i do is
kinda lame
arghhhh.....
tell me how to do
no
i should have just do nth
tat's d way
Thursday, June 25, 2009
someONEsomeISSUE
hey morning~
im glad to receive ur msg but well
not really happy with d content...
H1N1?maybe?
no i dun wan it to happen!!
D pig pls make it SIMPLY a joke
or else i will worry.......
as i already worryING..
talk to my cross request to god
u'll b JUST fine
ur bright future is still waiting for ur return~
hugs~
at d same time received terry's msg
ohh terry is sick
in hospital somemore
reply him several msg and hope tat he really get wat i mean
take care of urself
i dun like u treat illness as fun
saying wat u used to it d....
im done with u if u continue like tis
DUN make people worry pls?
if u keep on fell sick will make me feel like
u do it purposely
hopefully im just thinking too much k?
take care and get well soon
dun wasting life..
eccles text me as well
he said tat he feel silly too by telling me he miss me
oh dear u know im not refering to any..
just simply dunno wat to reply when u tell me so
i miss u too but tat's restrained within friendship alre
i hope v will stay frens forever
no matter wat
im truly appreciated how u treat me owez
u r d best ever guy
deserved better!
dun wish to make any further explanation
hope u understand
peishi dear is on her way back
i wonder how long will she stay
but can b sure tat v will not meet
i dun think she will stay until i had my finals over
but if she do so i'll spend my day&night with her
definitely!
my gal b strong.....
her departure is to start a new life in heaven
with angels and happiness
so cry out as loud as you wish
and get over it
continue ur beautiful life with her blessing on u
she'll owez in our mind
luvs**
venus dear havent know about my new blog here wer
plan to tell her only after exam gua
try not to disturb
dear add oil~~
all d best for exam
hopes u pass every subject with flying coloursss~~
god..
bless my beloved ones
im willing to give up my luck to them
or wat u want?
tell me
=)
erm but can i keep it for my exam first?
thks thks!!XD
guys....hugs!
ps:der is only one issue to me now, focus on exam and miss him a bit~xp
im glad to receive ur msg but well
not really happy with d content...
H1N1?maybe?
no i dun wan it to happen!!
D pig pls make it SIMPLY a joke
or else i will worry.......
as i already worryING..
talk to my cross request to god
u'll b JUST fine
ur bright future is still waiting for ur return~
hugs~
at d same time received terry's msg
ohh terry is sick
in hospital somemore
reply him several msg and hope tat he really get wat i mean
take care of urself
i dun like u treat illness as fun
saying wat u used to it d....
im done with u if u continue like tis
DUN make people worry pls?
if u keep on fell sick will make me feel like
u do it purposely
hopefully im just thinking too much k?
take care and get well soon
dun wasting life..
eccles text me as well
he said tat he feel silly too by telling me he miss me
oh dear u know im not refering to any..
just simply dunno wat to reply when u tell me so
i miss u too but tat's restrained within friendship alre
i hope v will stay frens forever
no matter wat
im truly appreciated how u treat me owez
u r d best ever guy
deserved better!
dun wish to make any further explanation
hope u understand
peishi dear is on her way back
i wonder how long will she stay
but can b sure tat v will not meet
i dun think she will stay until i had my finals over
but if she do so i'll spend my day&night with her
definitely!
my gal b strong.....
her departure is to start a new life in heaven
with angels and happiness
so cry out as loud as you wish
and get over it
continue ur beautiful life with her blessing on u
she'll owez in our mind
luvs**
venus dear havent know about my new blog here wer
plan to tell her only after exam gua
try not to disturb
dear add oil~~
all d best for exam
hopes u pass every subject with flying coloursss~~
god..
bless my beloved ones
im willing to give up my luck to them
or wat u want?
tell me
=)
erm but can i keep it for my exam first?
thks thks!!XD
guys....hugs!
ps:der is only one issue to me now, focus on exam and miss him a bit~xp
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